Silky injections

  Everytime I preach I miss you I am screaming out my lungs  For my father to come back

  Tear me apart and find my hiding spot  Make me understand why this blood   Won't wash off my hands, you preach  I listen, you screeching,you call preaching You wait to inhale me, I stay where I am I don't scream, the blood rushes through You find me when I'm at my most sinful Saying that only God can save me   Doesnt mean he will.

  In a universe this vast there is a moon that we exist under  Our love for each other didn't become stale like her craters  There is a star somewhere out there for us,  I would pray, under the Mississippi moon every night At the alter I will live If that means that we can go To that place  That is not home to anyone but us.

  With your blood on my hands I clasp them together with my fingers sore my knees skinned  my heart torn I bow my head  blood and all I pray for my love  who happens to be you  Once again I have proven  that my love will always last Even if that means you don't

  Navigate through a beautiful world,  and let it ask, Do you envy me? The knowledge that you will never have what you desire so badly. Run after what will never be yours. Ache in the morning from the soreness of it.  Find yourself scheming for something you think you deserve. Fourth does your heart have to travel despite Despite being hungry for more, when only having so little.

  Today I am the entirety of the earth I engulf every emotion and feeling  As if it is my own, I'll never forget  what is it to birth and kill your own creation Creation of love, desire, passion Today I am the moon, Hiding from the scorching heat  That is life, Never seeking to be engulfed  Today I am the sun, I burn and scorch The world, because it is in my path  It shall fall upon obstacles Because one day I will burn to no return  Today I am Pluto, forgotten and denounced Because of forgetting, to conquer  When what I want is to live, quietly, unbothered  Today I am alone, mentally,  in an orbit, around others  Them around me, with everyone who has lived  Everyone who will live, revolving around my soul There will always be love, existing inside of me. Waiting to spill out, agitated to be caught.

  I ask you the time, only because when you speak the voice I hear sounds like angles landing on earth.   I only ridicule because I want to know how passionate you can be.  One day we will both leave this earth, my love will not leave this earth. It will stick like an infant to its mother.  I will tear even maggots apart, if that means I can kiss your skin first.  No sun can burn the eyes the way you do.  My spirit will roam the earth looking for you unknowingly, but knowing.  That love is only once. Only once  The life who only one knows of, is bright and intense.